Constructive and unconstructive repetitive thought.
The author reviews research showing that repetitive thought (RT) can have constructive or unconstructive consequences.
I agree.
Call it sad, or funny, or pathetic, but I noticed there are now a whole 2 Google FeedSubscribers. Yeah yeah, only 2. But somehow, in some small way, I almost feel good. And I’m really not saying that sarcastically. Much of anything I’ve done has been for myself. I always figured if it helped or was useful somehow to anyone but me then it would be a bonus. And it is.
Now I have a little bonus. Couldn’t hurt. If anything it might keep me on my toes. Otherwise I might post too far and in between for anyone but me to take notice. Yes, most of the content as of late has revolved around the spam. And it’s fun. I like making fun of something that is so meaningless, yet funny because of the stupid stuff I let filter through my brain. Plus, whenever I would search to see if something that seemed so stupid it might almost be real was out there I came up emptied handed. With this I’ve at least seen a few people probably make sense of something they weren’t sure of, or like me found it funny and wondered who else was laughing.
Cheers to this. Cheers to us. May funny stuff continue to happen. As one last thought, am I the only one curious as to where those pictures come from? I mean, I wonder who those people really are. Sure they’ve posted have naked pictures of themselves on the internet and are being exploited in some way, but I kind of feel bad like I wish I could find them and tell them what’s going on and maybe even help if they wanted. It’s always great when someone hotlinks a picture and you change it to something else, like a picture that is opposite of hot bikini women (psst: *whisper* I mean Goatse */whisper*)
sometimes you do.
sometimes you don’t.
(9:01:33 AM) darcie: pls respond!
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One minute she says she keeps missing me online, and now she’s claiming she just saw my picture. So why would she want me to chat somewhere else when we already have MSN Messenger going between us.
Not smooth. This is a :( fail.
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There’s a reason it took me so long to join any of the “popular” social sites. I only joined one. And now I’m remembering why I should probably go back to none. Some people find me amusing, others don’t. But I hate that I’m supposed to be social, but no one else is being social with me.
I might as well just stick to this and spew out the complete ramblings of my mind right here and only here. That way I can spew and not worry when I don’t get a response because I know there’s really no one around here. The few that do drop by seem to come my way via Google, and only because they were looking up information on some type of random spam they’re getting that I’ve captured because I’m too weird and bored and thought, “hey, why not post to stupid random spam here? it’ll be just as great as my own random babbling. wait, that gives me an idea! why don’t I just send out random spam?! oh wait, that’s what I’ve been doing when I spew things out of my mouth or fingers.”
*sad face for my pity parade*
so yeah yeah. that’s what a whole lot of nothing gone on with me comes out as. I bet if it turned into code they would deem it “spaghetti code” only it would be so bad that they’d have to make some new funny description about it being something like “shit code from a mushy brain.”
Thank you folks, and Good Night! *crickets* but there’s cheering in my head ;)
I didn’t sleep last night. And I was hungry so I decided to go into work early. But now I’m thinking that wasn’t such a good idea. I don’t want to think, and I don’t really want to do anything. I just want to be someplace else. I don’t want to be at my apartment, and the same goes for being here at the office. What’s a boy to do?
I’m also stuck waiting around for some big meeting at 1:00 PM. It would be nice if I had some sort idea of what I wanted to do. I’ve been stuck wondering that for probably too long now. I can’t seem to find anything of interest to do with my life lately. Maybe I need some kind of study buddy.
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fine, I made a new header. this one shouldn’t make your eyes hurt.
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I couldn’t sleep last night. I was up until somewhere around 4:00 AM. Gosh, it might have even been closer to 5:00 AM. Either way I finally fell asleep and had this dream. Yeah, big surprise. So what I had a dream right? Well, this one was a little out there.
My father was talking to my older sister and he started to get very angry and hostile towards her. I was standing over to the left as he sat in the chair at the table. He looked menacing as though he was about to become violent. I stood there and made it known I wasn’t going to allow him to cause any harm but that of his own.
He then started to look at me and was talking abusively to me now. It was all out hints that he was just pushing me to get a rise and prove that I would coward out and do nothing. As he began to stand up I feared for my sister, and even a little for myself. But then it kicked in. He had no power over me. I had it in me to do what I felt was right. Whatever was necessary.
I stepped forward and I preemptively struck. I raised my right fist and hit him hard in the head. Turns out I actually did throw a punch at him. Only in the real world my father happened to be the wall next to my bed. Luckily there was a pillow that was partially in the way so I didn’t hit all wall and either break it or make too much noise.
Hitting the wall had woken me up and I was in awe. I had a bit of adrenaline at that time but was able to go back to sleep. And there it was, another dream that seemed to pick up later in the night with my father and sister. We were outside this time in some type of yard with a building that seemed like a restaurant right nearby.
My father had just completely lost his mind. He was talking oddly in this insane way. It seemed he was still out for violence. He had a weapon and leapt towards my sister. I was able to grab his arm with the weapon in it as he had it raised and was able to take him down and began to strike him blow after blow. He thought he could get the weapon, but I thought maybe it was my turn and I would take it and use it against him. I couldn’t stand him being like this anymore and thought that maybe I would just take everything in me and destroy him.
This woke me up again. Still more adrenaline. But thankfully I went back to sleep again.
I had a third dream, but it didn’t involve my father. In fact, I can’t remember now what it was about. I know it wasn’t intense as those other two dreams.
pretty nice. I was a little perturbed at first when my double-click on the home button wasn’t opening my camera like I had it set for and couldn’t find the setting I had used to perform said task. Then I found out that they changed the double-click to show the recently open apps slash multi-tasking apps.
I was also slightly upset and confused as to why my Google Calendar that was supposed to be using ActiveSync to serve up my calendar items wasn’t displaying anything. Most to all of my items were actually missing. A little while ago I did see some of my items return, but oddly there were still a couple missing with no rhyme or reason that I could determine.
Anyway, there are some nice features I found by just by exploring, and I can see a lot more of the functionality coming out soon as more information comes out and more apps start to take advantage of the new API that is supposed to open up new possibilities that aren’t limited only to Apple.
Take care now, ya hear.
